Smaantha Persons, Boy Lust HYdra, 2011, stickers, markers, googly eyes, highlighters, pen white-out, collage images of 'hot boys' from BOP magazine on a Justin Bieber Popstar poster.

Kimberly Austin, Bullet, Gun, Penis, 1995, Van Dyke print and cynotype on silk and muslin.

Snapshots and Media about an Age when One Knows for Sure

Samantha Persons, I Changed for a Boi, Fran, 2012, stickers, highlighters, ball point pen, fake blood, glitter, White-out, vinyl letters, markers on a Selena Gomez Tigerbeat poster).

Job Piston, Hillary, 2011, photogram.

KC Rrow-Maddux, Empire, 2012, archival pigment print and plywood, 19 x 21.5 x .2".


Cara and Cabezas Contemporary
1714 Holmes Street
Kansas City
Now Knowing
March 23-May 5, 2012


Now Knowing, at Cara and Cabezas Contemporary, is an exhibition of photographs, paintings, drawings and sculpture which draws a kaleidoscope of identities featuring “artworks that address early sexuality and the discovery of sexual orientation.”

Coming as it does on the heels of the 25th anniversary of the founding of ACT UP (AIDS Coalition to Unleash Power), this show is timely. Not hinging on any one sexual ideal, it runs the gamut of all identities in a post-NOW-Stonewall-AIDS society. I am at once offended that it isn’t sexual enough, and thrilled that it exists at all.

Now Knowing is inspired by the theme of the Heartland Men’s Chorus production of When I Knew and a conversation with HMC Development Director Cliff Sciappa. A portion of the proceeds from exhibition sales will be donated to the Heartland Men’s Chorus.

The palpable anger my generation felt facing AIDS in conjunction with discovering ones own identity is barely present here. 23-year old CJ Schrat, who co-curated Now Knowing with gallerist Megan Cara Lewis, didn’t know who Larry Kramer is, the public health advocate, LGBT activist, co-founder of Gay Men's Health Crisis (GMHC) and a founder of ACT UP, when I brought him up in conversation. But a generation has passed; art exhibits centered around the AIDS crisis is not the defining issue it once was and Kramer's name is a different conversation. People live with HIV as a manageable condition, and young people today aren’t forced to experience the seemingly unending passing of friends, lovers and mentors that my own generation lost. They have other problems.

The works shown here are less militant and somewhat muted from what i would've expected from an exhibit concerning sexual knowing. These artists don’t lean on the context of Robert Mapplethorpe and David Wojnarowicz whose ballsy, brave styles defined a generation of what it meant to come of age as a sexual person. Works that approach high conversation like, Bullet, Gun, Penis (Kimberly Austin, 1995 Van Dyke print and cyanotype on silk and muslin), Watermarks: Vagina (Shea Gordon Festoff, 2003, archival pigment print) and Empire (KC Crow-Maddux, 2012 archival pigment print and plywood) really tests the waters with thought-provoking ideas. Linda Lighton’s three clay and/or ceramic wall pieces touch on fertility and sensuality.

Me So Horny (Lori Raye Erickson, 2012, assemblage) is an example of humor as a way to mask seriousness. Her worded shadowbox of sexual tricks like “Dirty Sanchez” and “Felching” (look them up yourself; I won’t tell you here!) can make one laugh, but might also be intriguing enough to consider.

The ways humans change themselves to adhere to societal standards couldn’t be clearer than I Changed for a Boi, Fran (Samantha Persons 2012, stickers, highlighters, ball point pen, fake blood glitter, White Out, vinyl letters, markers on a “Selena Gomez” Tigerbeat poster). Persons confront influences that morph into objects of obsession. Perpetrated as a schoolgirl’s notebook ponderings, it takes a deeper look at the idealism and chronic suffering one often endures in being attractive to another.

A huge disappointment of this show is the placement of author and columnist Dan Savages’ video display of It Gets Better (a national youth suicide campaign he initiated) and Aeon (Parker Tilghman 2010-2011, silver gelatin prints from photogram). The Tilghman prints of gay suicides and the Savage video are placed at the back of the gallery. You have to walk past everything else before you come to realize this work comes to the core of how splintered the LGBTQQA community can feel from the rest of society until after the fact. Had these works been more in your face right from the start its impact could have been much, much stronger.

The gay community has always existed with suicide as an unwelcome companion. Young men like Tyler Clementi still jump off bridges because people like Dahrun Ravi cannot get past the existence of fundamental differences and to just let it be. Clementi committed suicide apparently upon discovering his roommate Ravi webcammed and invited people to witness his encounter with another man. Ravi was recently found guilty of hate crimes and awaits sentencing. Stupidity still runs rampant and I wish that were the prevailing motive for this show. American society still faces a lot of puzzling out over the difficulties of being a sexual adult.

This is a really interesting show that portrays true love and bravery in some parts, but also sustains a sensual deficit in others. No matter the theme, I would like to see Kansas City artists and galleries continue plunging into deeper waters that keep people talking like Cara and Cabezas is doing here, pushing an honest conversation without fear of reprisal. The media hits us over the head with consuming ideals of sexuality and all its flavors. More Kansas City galleries and artists should take the plunge.

Linda Lighton, Stinger, Tube worm, 2005, clay, glaze, lustres, China paint, 14 x 14.5 x 3.5".

Shea Gordon Festoff, Watermarks: Vagina, 2011, archival pigment print, AP from an edition of 5.


Cory Hinesly, The World May be spinning, but Here I am Dancing. 2011, digital dura trans print, mixed media installation.